Scream of a Wishful Heart

We wish a lot, a lot more than we breathe.As like, both breathing and wishing are twisted together may be because its a breathing soul that is meant to be full of endless desires.

And when we see our wishes coming to reality, the mind gets flooded with fears and nightmares .It’s like an exchange your heart made in trade with your dreams. Fear of losing them all , fear of getting apart from your loved one , fear of being thrown down from the top of mountain.Now they’ll reside deep down in your wish-filled heart till the last breath.

All the people that I have met in my life, are living Fears more than their lives. And when I see them battling fears, I just do one wish and that is to become “WISH-LESS”. A wish-less heart has nothing to lose and nothing to be afraid of .I guess “Being Nothing” is the only way out .But that’s not possible, I am meant to be a “being ” who is wishful as well as more or less a fearful human.Because as long as I’m breathing ,My heart will continue to wish for the people ,life and the stuff that I love , It will deliberately keep on dreaming and screaming at the same time. There is no escape from it for anyone on the face of this Earth.

-Wajeeha Dilshad

Billie Eilish comprehended this so well in her song – “Everything I wanted”

Karachi Cityscape on Fabric |Meet the Map Story Teller "Ayesha Babar"

Now a days, Maps are the most widely used tool by every common man. No matter If you are rushing to workplace by booking an Uber ride, navigating to a tourist spot or either you want to try a newly opened food place in your city. Maps make it easier for you to move around.

I as a Cartographer and many other people belonging to GIS community see maps as a medium for visualizing different scientific phenomena, processes and patterns either natural or man made using sophisticated technologies .But I have always believed that their is an artistic side of maps as if we look back to the manual methods ,it reflects a unique art of map making.

Today ,I want to introduce you to a textile designer “Ayesha Babar” from Karachi ,who is on her way of exploring the artistic side of Maps. Ayesha and I came to know each other via social media few months ago and I was amazed and overwhelmed to see her keen interest in maps. Since then ,we became good friends.

I was very curious when she told me about her map art ideas ,so we had an interrogative talk . You might also be wondering why she chose such an unusual topic ? well lets dig into it.

Talk with Ayesha Babar

What motivated you to work on maps?

When I started to research for my thesis topic, I had one thing in my mind and that was to choose a challenging theme.
I came up with the term “Cartography” which means; “the art and science of making maps.” This got my attention, since geographical features of a land/space has always inspired me. I remember I always had keen interest in studying geography in my highschool as well. While doing my in depth research regarding this topic I got to discover how much cartography is related to geography since maps are used to represent geographical features of a land/space.
As a designer, I feel you should work on something which excites you and I was more than happy to know that this was what my late maternal grandfather used to do as his side passion.
Yes he was a ‘Cartographer.’ My mother tells me how artistic he was and would go in his room and spend hours drawing imaginary maps with his tool box and roll of sheets in his spare time. Unfortunately due to his early demise I couldn’t catch a glimpse of his work which I really wish i could but this gave me another solid reason to work on this theme since now I felt a connection and this motivated me to work on maps.
Besides that, as a textile designer, I was very keen to experiment on maps and incorporate them into fabricated textiles.

What do you think what are maps and how they are useful to us?

Maps are guides that shows direction. They’re part of a journey and navigate us through a destination.
I see maps as a visual display of various ideas and concepts as well and I believe maps are the most compelling forms of information since maps are scientific, artistic and maps clarify, preserve history, reveal the invisible and inform the future. Regardless of the reasons, a map is a highly interactactive medium to capture the imagination of people around the world.
Maps play a very important role in this digital era. They are part of our daily activities since maps are much more accesible. Almost every smart device has an in built Google map for location awareness. Since I’m working on a city map, the navigations of a road/street map is useful as one does not have to depend on anybody for local directions.
It has improved our lifestyle and helping in almost every aspect of life since you can travel easily, get traffic information, find places of interests with in local area and it allows to navigate easily through unknown regions without any hurdle. In fact location intelligence is used through maps in order to build homes or offices with best facilities with in the area. So I believes maps have really upgraded our standard of living and has been always useful in informing humans to know about their physical world since centuries and as of today.

How do you see maps as art?

As cartography is a blend of science and art, I believe ‘Art’ is the first step in the approach of mapmaking.
Before artificial intelligence, detailed maps were sketched and illustrated which involves artistic skills and techniques, therefore map making is a highly creative process and involves design flair.
Maps have a high potential to be used in different ways to articulate information by transforming the geographic features into abstract or contemporary art style or in any other way depending on the styling of the designer. Use of colors, scale and precision in maps also contribute to art work and entire maps hold artistic purpose even in traditional mapmaking rules.
Working on a city map has made me explore the pictorial side of a map which adds more artistic style rather than technical with illustrations of buildings, street patterns, roads and city sights to enhance landmarks and to give a sense of recognition of the specified area. Hence, I’ve found maps to be very aesthetic and artistic.

What was the reaction of people when they came to know that you want to work with maps?

I still remember when I disclosed my theme, I saw confusion on faces, questions were been asked although teachers were supportive since they give margin to students for experimentation.
How are you going to use maps in designs? What are you going to make? I don’t get your theme. It seems very tough. Do you think you can make enough samples? Won’t you get stuck later? How will you take this forward?
In fact some people thought it’s not practical to work on it.
So yes I realized that it’s a bit challenging since mostly people around me thought maps are dry, boring and not really important and people were unaware of the word cartography. At that point the only way to prove my stance on this theme was to acknowledge myself regarding maps to an extent where I’m answerable to all the queries. But on the other side I got positive remarks as well since it seemed different than the regular work been done. Some of my friends encouraged and were eager to see it’s turnout.
Therefore I got a two-edged response.

Have you experienced any hurdles in your way that kept you holding back?

The beginning was struggling since I knew I have to go the extra mile to show that I’m taking it very seriously.
Initially, choosing the best technique which I can pull off and incorporating it in maps through textiles was a task. Conceiving ideas and presenting them without the confidence that they are right. Thoughts if others will value them or not was daunting.
Considering the details of maps and stitching each line, city blocks and urban topographies required much time and patience. More than words and pictures it took a lot of effort.
Basically design is hard. It’s more than ideas. Various things used to pop in my mind when starting any sample since along with visual appeal, practicality, rationality and durability is equally important. Considering all these factors together, I wanted to do something original or produce good and was only concerned about the physical form at the initial stage but it was manageable as long as I put in effort.

Do you want to take maps on applic to next level ? how far you want to go with it ?

Yes, I myself is very curious to see it’s turnout.
Right now all I can say is that I’m seeing it on a bigger scale and would want to make it interactive for the audience.
It’s been amazing working on this theme and the amount of projects I came across during my research is mesmerizing.
The use of artificial intelligence has played a major part in construction of a city map and 3D models for mapping purpose which I think is a very innovative approach if included in textiles.
Presently my aim is to view the city through a vision of map by moulding it in textiles.
As a designer my utmost effort would be to execute it successfully into a product design and do justice with the theme by a fresh perspective.
You can expect either 3D, print based and fabricated products for utilitarian purposes or a wide public display.
Working on this theme has made me realize there’s no particular right way or wrong way. It’s just one have to trust their gut feeling and make possibility to go as far as possible one wants to be and that’s what’s my goal is.

Ayesha presented her mini thesis titled “Cityscape” in which she used her commendable aplic design techniques to create map features on fabric sheets . She received distinction and a lot of appreciation and from her department and peer groups.

Here is a glimpse of her work

I found her work and perspective about maps to be very inspiring. I’m anxiously looking forward to her upcoming map work on Aplic.

I wish Ayesha all the best for her Map art journey ahead

Happy Mapping 🙂

Do you see?-II

I asked thyself

a thousand times

why these hues ,

Of reds, greens and blues

keeps me inbound ,

and makes me whirl along it’s sound

round and round ?

As ,I’m neither saint nor dervish

I declare ,I know nothing

but these hues behold clues

Of His existence

And your Heart will solely witness

Of what it holds inside

The eternal bliss

And the divine noor

To whom belong

All colors and hues?

Do you see?

-Wajeeha Dilshad

Painting by Wajeeha Dilshad

The Friendliest Enthusiast in the Coffee Shop

Near a coffee shop in the Ru de Forum, he sat quietly at the corner of the street ,looking at the flickering stars over the dark blanket of night, nearby buildings ,people ,and the antique yellow lanterns in the cafe which added more beauty to the visual contrast of the dreamy night in his imagination . He murmured”the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day.” , and straightway painted the scene with the intensifying and contrasting yellow -orange and violet -blue strokes. He is no one but the most famous Dutch Painter “Van Gogh “. The man who fell in love with the starry nights and stars .

Van Gogh’s Painting ” The cafĂ© terrace “

The most enthusiastic painter in the History who devoted his life for his passion of painting .

I was scrolling over facebook and I saw a writing prompt post by Writer’s Write .The prompt generator derives title from the zodiac sign , name initial and date of birth .Ain’t it a fun way of generating writing prompt? Haha !

Well what I got out of it is “The Friendliest Enthusiast in a Coffee Shop” This writing prompt reminded of Van Gogh’s famous painting on which I was experimenting to paint few days ago. So, I thought to write about this painting. And according to me, it is justified to call Van Gogh as “The Friendliest Enthusiast in the Coffee shop”. Friendliest Expositor of Nature ,life, people. and the most bold and enthusiastic Painter , who never failed to bring life in the static objects on canvas through his unique painting style.

I like this painting a lot because of it’s beautiful use of contrasting colors and of course the splendid night view portrayed wonderfully .

I loved the darker part of the painting with buildings and starry sky .

Here is what I’ve tried to replicate a part of it behind the coffee shop .

share your views of what you think about this friendliest enthusiast .

Happy Blogging

Wajeeha Dilshad

Presenting “PILES of Clay” |Now open for Sale

Tiny, rounded ,carefully crafted beads of soil laid upon each other along the seedbeds .And some sandy mounted hilly structures that you might have seen in your home garden. Yes, I”m talking about the natural structures built up by the most underestimated architects of nature casually named as “Ants”

A photo of piled up soil beads taken by me along the seedbed in my house. .

You might be wondering why I am writing about these ant nests and soil structures? Well ! Lets break the curiosity in your head .

These ant beads and mounted sandy hills grabbed the attention of a ceramic design student from SADA- University of Gujrat .Huda Amjad keenly observed and studied these peculiar structures and came up with an idea of creating unique ceramic home decor items and organic planters.

Her thesis work “PILES OF CLAY “received huge recognition and hits.

Ant Hill Decor Master Pieces

Organic Planters

Her work is alive on web and is ON SALE Now!

For pricing and more Information ,visit her official Ceramic design website at ” Piles of Clay ” or simply comment your queries below .

Happy blogging!

Wajeeha Dilshad


From a long time, I am trying to assemble the broken pieces of my heart. It is no more same as before. Layer by layer it has gone through series of transformations. With each raising wave, every incident devastating or pleasant, each person either nice or cynical and by fortunate or unfortunate my all skimped dreams and desires unknowingly reshaped it wholly. I never knew it’s working wonders inside; that all this destruction is building up something extra ordinary in a very ordinary way. But at the same time, it has destroyed the very own part of me which I never imagined of losing. Without my consent, it turned me up into an individual unknown to myself. The noises that always made me scream out loud doesn’t bother me anymore. I have learned the artsy of assembling the pieces into mosaics. I still don’t know what I am becoming and maybe I might never figure that out. Neither do I know the extent of unbotheredness. All I know is that It will keep on expanding, shrinking and fragmenting and I will keep on mosaic-king until it breaks apart. That will be the loudest noise breaking all noises inside my head and everyone would be screaming out loud except my unbothered self.  

Author: Wajeeha Dilshad

Art by Iqra Tehreem

That Broken Sandal

“Oh No! I never got this much late ” She anxiously thought while checking on her cell phone’s home screen clock that stuck 12: 00 Am. Walking through the quiet street, the sound of her footsteps bounced back in the void dark . The street light turned off as she walked by and in no time, she turned on her phone’s torchlight. Meanwhile, her sandal’s strap broke, and she fall on her back. She left the broken sandal there, hurriedly got up and began to run towards her home that was at few steps in the right corner of the street. Within a while, she reached home.

“Where you have been? My heart sank to my stomach”. Her mother worriedly asked while opening the door. She couldn’t say a word because of panic and choking in her throat.

” Now Come inside! otherwise you will get sick with cold.” said her mother.

She came inside, took off her sandal and placed it on the shoe rack with the broken sandal that she left in the middle of the street and failed to notice that broken sandal was laying there and moved inside the lounge.

Author :Wajeeha Dilshad

Do you see?-I

Do you see ?
The continuity of Hues
Of reds ,greens and blues
And within these fuzzy ques
Are hidden all clues
Of His existence!
your heart will solely witness
Of what it holds inside
The eternal Bliss
And the divine Noor
To whom belongs
All colours and Hues
Do you see ?

-Wajeeha Dilshad

Painting by Nabz

This painting was presented at Young leaders Summit 2019

The Forgotten City

I left behind
All way long
So many places
And some people
Seems like it’s been ages
Dust on paths
Removed all marks
But my heart leans back
To the forgotten city
Of those people and places
But O dear Heart, Alas!
How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot
The world forgetting by the world forgot !
Ps: (last two lines are from Alexander pope’s famous poem Elosia to Abelard)

-Wajeeha Dilshad

Painting by Nabz

this painting was presented in an exhibition of emerging Pakistani artists at Youth Leadership Summit -2019. @Jinnah convention center Islamabad.

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